i hate it when i'm mean. i miss her. she's like so far, yet so very super duper near. fuck. im so stubborn.
but, you know, there're some people whom i can hate w/o feeling guilty. there's one particular person who lives in denial everyday and yet refuse to wake up. damn. everytime when i start to feel bad and i've decided to be nice, things pop up again. dumbshit. then she'll go like"oh, what did i do wrong this time." walaueh. its either she's scheming or really stupid.

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